I hate waiting !

10.52 am – I’m still not over my temper . Macam mana kan tu ? What and who possibly can cool me down ? Hmm . Tadi lagi bini2 atu membarikan meneriaki . Adakah betpun msa b’que . Sudah jua btpun ah . Betebiat lagi kn mbgtau apa kn di order . Bataaaaaaahhhh !! Pikir kita apa ni ? Phone booth kh . Mun phone booth mana saja. Rambut lagi basah . Ketara baru bangun . Hangit lagi tu . Urg bgn pagi ani nyaman bau , ani hangit . Astaplazim . Hahaha . Macam – eeeeeehhh malas saya becakap .

Sampai salah bah ayam ku pilih menahan aroma  yang tidak segar di hidu . Hahaha . Aste . Esuk my cousin kawin . She’s what – 20 years old ? 21 ? Entah eh . I freaked out everytime they discuss about marriage . Macam ~ antah ah . Ada lagi cousin ku last month ya engaged . She’s 18 . Baru 18 wah . Macam – entah kau eh ! Haha . Mestikah awal ? I do want to have my own family tapinya don’t you think getting married in 20’s ani too early ? Dulu cakap tua plg udah tu kalau 25 still single . Ani pasal aku in two years I’ll be 20 . Macam muda cia lakat . Hahah . Apan . Tapi banar eh . Sebuleh2nya umur 27 28 kah baru ku kawin . Berapa taun lagi tu ? 8 years ? Batah lagi eh . Hahaha . Aste .

C love lagi bawa kawin . Adeeeehhh . Migraine trus mikirkan . I do hope you can wait for me . 8 years. Pajam calik mana batah tu . Lol . By then we’ll be celebrating our 10th anniversary . Rugged eh . Insya Allah sampai tu love . Oh oh .  Kenapa aku cakap pasal kawin ni kan ? Entah eh . Pasal aku nada kn dceritakan . Huhu .

We on the phone like da da da da da da ~

Friday , 27th Feb

8.30 pm -  Just got back from hospital . I met si Bonny . Aku suka ia . Pasal hidungnya mancung . Macam bos babah . Rindu ku eh . Lol . Aku sorg2 tadi excited mliat Bonny . Dd nda ikut . Pantat . Inda ku kawan kau . Yatah aku main lif tadi sama si Nemo . Awu namanya Nemo . She’s my 5 years old cousin . Ia minta bawa jalan . Bejalan banar eh . Lol

Anu .. this monday aku start sekulah . Lame eh . Time to bury myself with books again . For almost 9 months aku nda sekulah . Kalau urg pregnant ah , ampir ari sudah ni . Haha . Apaann . Buring eh sekulah ani . I’m so gona miss my 9 months routine .

Aku rindu teriaki dd pagi2  ” lagur lagur eh . Baru kejumpahan pintu kah ?  “
Aku rindu bangun pukul 7 then jamur baju while mama duduk jdi maci biran . heheh
Aku rindu mliat mtv laung laung pukul 8
Aku rindu liat Ellen pukul 9
Aku rindu masak nasi pukul 10 then dangani mama masak
Aku nda rindu buka bawang
Aku rindu meliat sheringgen *anak jiran dpn kami ah. nda kamu tau tu*

Samaaa yang paling aku rindu lepak with parents every saturday   . Ani nda th dpt ku jalan ni aku sekulah sudah unless if I skip school . Lol . Samseng .

11.30 pm - I’m playing new game , BloodTies . Siuk . Ergh . My belly doesn’t feel good .

12.53 am – alum saya tdur . Love , sorry . Hehehehehehe . Sakit perut alai ah .

Saturday , 28th Feb

Connection di Thye’s ani bangang eh . Semua lagu ku download inda abes . Setan . Awu geng . I’m not in mood ni . Pasalnya satu my parents pissed off with godknowswho .  whatever . Duanya pasal aku mentel connection sini ani cam PALOI ! Tiganya I still can’t manage to control my anger . I admit that I’m your sinner dear God . Everybody is a sinner. We can’t avoid mistakes . Awu ja . My point is that … inda ku tau eh . Paham paham tah sendiri geng . BRB !! Kan menyauk modem sini ani dulu . Pantat banar !

Lol

Ato ya panjang entry ku dbawah atu . Hahaha . Baca tia ulih kamu . Buring ku ne banar tah . Jobless .

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Saturday , 21st Feb

I went out and about with the girls . It was kind enough of babah for bringing us out . We pegi Yayasan and liat cucul siring jalan . Then babah brought us to Stadium . I don’t think we were actually allowed to get in but babah macam staie walked pass by the AJKs innocently . Haha . So we got in and looked around . IT WAS – huge ! Random saja the decorations . Huhu

Later we went to Mall . We first thought Ma was joking pasal baju kami semua cincai berabis. People stared us as if we’re aliens . Macam duhh ~ this is what we call plain style wpun cincai . Nda pernah2 ke Mall bebaju cm bejalan membali nasi katok . Keh3 . I bummed into c Eyan . I just waved and smile and left . Nda ku tagur pasal ya sma dalengnya .

Later I got her text and she asked kenapa nda tagur . Mental si kawan . My bad . Haha . Plus ya ckp aku cute . MAKASEEEHHHHHH !!! Keh3 . At 10 we headed home

Sunday , 22nd Feb

Went to Empire Hotel . Uncle Yem said ada firework . So we went there with the girls , Nurul , Jainah , Dee and Mar c kiut ;p . It wasn’t packed maybe pasal nobody knows about it . The firework starts at 10 pm and lasted for 10 minutes only . We all go super hyped when the firework began . Especially Nurul . Macam sakai . Haha . I never stop laughing when she’s around . She’s fun to be with .

Monday , 23rd Feb

Happy 25th National Day bruneians . So I woke up at 3 . Yes , 3 a.m in the morning ! I need at least two hours to get ready . Keh3 . Makanya awal bangun . I arrived at the Stadium at 5.30 am . IT WAS PACKED !! Can you believe ? Baru 5.30 sudah traffic . Glad babah has his own parking spot so we didn’t have to que up batah2 like the others .

I was accompanied by dd . God SHE IS ANNOYING !! She never stopped talking . Somehow I bawled her to shut up . She actually did and seconds later she looked at me and started laughing again . Menyeluru . We met si Alai Amal and her sister at the entrance . We sat and waited si kawan for – I don’t know . 15-20 minutes ? I hate waiting . So we just went in afraid we didn’t get the seat . It was actually ME who was freaking out nda dpt masuk . cus we didn’t have tickets :/ But we managed to get in and I was super hype about it . The weather sure is sunny . Menggigit bah panas atu . Baik jua ada this girl lend us her umbrella . It was kind of her to do that . Who ever you are , you’re a great bruneian . Brunei Siuk !! Apaan .

IT WAS FUN I must say . I’m proud to be there with other bruneian . Siuk ramai2 atu . Sanggup ku bangun pukul 3 pagi ni pasal national day ah . Ragad . I loveeeeee it . I enjoyed every bit of that priceless moment though at times aku mentelism psl godknowswhy . Plus I was sunburned . Babi . Hahaha . Bekilat muha dang . I didn’t took much pictures pasal antah ah . Nda ragad wah view tempat seatsku atu . Eksen saja bawa camera sebagang . Lol . Whats important is that ada photographers ambil gambarku . Macam kambang ku skajap. makaseehhh . hahahaha . Tkajut ku kali ah . Sekali ku menulih ada tia camera basar ani dapan mua . Tketawa ku tarus . hahah . Paluii . Urg atu ketawa jua . Jubur .

As soon as the event finished we headed home . Malas ku batah2an di sana . My head pumped like it’d never pump before . My eyes were blurry and what I really needed was a nap . I feel like collapsing . I almost vomited tadi pasal my head goes dizzy for a moment .

Then we rushed to Tutong pasal we wanted to celebrate boipren ku punya besday . He was surprised seeing us singing birthday song and brought a cake for him when he opened the door . He hug me tightly . Rupanya ya takut . Lol . He almost cry . Hilang gauknya . Haha . Then we brought him to the beach . He loved it much and so do I and he is adorable and talkative and samseng and he never stop talking and he’s afraid of water . eh ?

Tuesday , 24th Feb

My gramma is admitted to Ripas tonight . We rushed to see if she’s okay cs we were told her cut bleeds again . I freaked out cs blum two months ia operation bleeding tia balik . Brr . She looked pale and weak and I cried , out of sudden . Gah . And – dst punya gp fuck brabis . My credit wasted 30c bah . Taie . huhu . btw , Happy 22nd Birthday Sis Dinah !! May you be bless with happiness , prosperity and longetivity . xoxo

Wednesday , 25th Feb

Visited gramma again . She’s still ailing . She doesn’t eat or drink much and dst suck brabis . Ouh yeah , I haven’t start college yet . Entah bila kah . Macam inda excited ku lagi . Alang alang April bah start . Baru ragad . Ani baru 2 weeks sekulah 1st term break tia . Taie . Huhu

HARI INI , Thursday , 26th Feb

Dst is pissing me off . fheeuwbfweubsvmsljafaiwbf . I’m sleepy . Teramat sleepy . C love damam . Suaranya hot . Hahaha . Get well soon sweet . Makan ubat . Jangan lalai . I haven’t visit gramma today . Maybe krg malam . Anu , I decided to wordpress today pasal aku busan . In case you’re wondering . Plus Ma pinjamkan her bmobile and aku menyawang la . Hahahaha . Sayang jua kredit banyak2 ani nda dgunakan . Keh3 . Balum lagi ada internet bah dsini ani . Macam tersasak ku sekajap . Kan dihack wireless urg sbalah atu inda jua bulih sama aku bukannya pndai hacking . Lol .

Bah that’s it for now . Headache ni . There’s a lot of dramas going on lately .

I LOVE TODAY !!

Sunday , 15th Feb

- I’ve bought my shoes . Macam kasut jalan and my size is 3 . Can you believe ? Huhu
- Visited my gramma in Seria , she looks – old and sick and I miss niboi :’(
- went to Atok’s place. Atok cakap aku kurus . I lmao . I still love you Atok .

Monday , 16th Feb

funny when nobody’s eager to listen to you when you’re down . I’ve been listening to people ALL THE TIME and none of them are willingly put their shoulder for me to lean on when I needed one. pathetic ass !

Tuesday , 17th Feb

My mom did my hair AND it’s – short . Tq god d dpn sj dguntingnya . Mun nda cm tempurung kelapa rambutku trus . Huuuu ~ I have to see Aunt Alice and asked her to trim my hair . Ma has spoilt it but I stil love her .

Wednesday . 18th Feb

went to tasek with parents . It was a sunny day . Hangat hantap and tiring – of course . Ma lasts for one and a half lap only and babah finished more than three laps .  Baru jua ku kn gamukkan badan kna bwa jogging tia . Gaining kilos are pretty hard for me . 4-5 kali pun ku makan in a day nda mau jadi ke badan bah geng . Losing sng sj . Turun naik tangga drumah ani tah sj 10 times a day kurus ku tu balik within a week . Pity me .

Thursday , 19th Feb

It was tense today . Duhh .  Have you ever slammed the door ACCIDENTTALLY ? I just did and my doings had shifted off the atmosphere in the house . Brr . It wasn’t my intention to bang the door behind . Pftt . The right thing to do was to dance the tension out . and so I did literally dance and I am finally calmed and credit also goes to my long-lost friend Seemah . You haven’t change a bit and I love you for that . I miss you , I miss your jokes and looking forward to see you , bulehh ?? *inside jokes*

Friday , 20th Feb

we had a bbq . A small one . Babah actually wanted to invite bungsu but since it’s late sudah nda jadi .maybe next time . I’m full . Burp . Alhamdulillah . haha . Btw , dd lied abt Kevin dying . He didn’t die . His plane was crashed and turns out that he’s palsied forever and the evil parents blame Asma for the unfortunate incidents . WHICH is mbrikan membunuh kaka si Asma tu. Kenapa mesti ada urg jahat .Aisy !!

Saturday, 21th Feb

This monday is history . We’ll be celebrating our 25th National Day and bruneians will be gathering at Hassanal Bolkiah Stadium for the event . There’ll be a huge crowds ever . I wanted to come but I’m afraid of something bad happen . For instance, what if I accidentally die psl kna himpit ? Hahah .Lain2 th plg . But you have to think of whats coming , you see . WHAT IF ? That thing terrify me a LOT !! To friends , the possibility of my presence  is 77.8% . Because babah is happen to participate on the event and ~ I do think he can give us a ride . Besides , bungsu may come along jua . The thing is WE DON’T HAVE THE TICKET ! But babah did say he will helped us to get the ticket that morning AND we have to get up early pasal babah jalan pukul 5.30 . Aiyaaa . Ber tia . For N-day I will do anything . hahaha . Love , you coming or not ?

Btw , my boyfriend si Rawi birthday is on 23rd . AWU !! Msa National Day atu ya birthday . He’ll be 2 years old and bungsu said ia pandai bibiran and I’m aware of that . He can’t stop talking wpun wordsnya nda ku paham and he looveeeeee to laugh for no reason and I miss him !! Happy 2nd Birthday darling ! Can’t wait to hug n kiss you !!

Then the next day , Sis Dinah birthday !! Phewittt !! I miss going to your house hantar2 brg . I haven’t have time kn ambil brg ku ah . Nnt th . Bila jumpa beb ? Kangen ama loe . Then 26th si tikah besday !! Oi tikah , happy birthday*lat siling* Hahaha . Nda ku lupa ni birthday mu . Insya Allah . I know kau whining psl aku selalu lupa . That’s just me . I have problems remembering people’s day . Three or two days sebelumnya ingat pulang ku tu . Sudah atu lupa cia ku . Yth jd belated greeting ku trus . Hahaha .Sorry geng . Ani nda ku lupaa ni . BANAR !!! kali *tutup mulut* haha .

Assalamualaikum Cinta

Monday , 9th Feb ‘09

Watch new indonesian series on channel 119 , Assalamualaikum Cinta starring Nirina Zubir . Cali cetanya .

Tuesday , 10th Feb ‘09

Went to bungsu’s place . God i love her son . He’s adorable and he LOVES watching Mr Bean yg slalu main arh Disney . Teranah tu ya meliat . CUTE !!!!

Wednesday , 11th Feb ‘09

My gum is hurting . macam akdnjwigfuwehifbweivugfwivhw !!!! Loose nda jua my teeth ah . Namanya ke dentist nda ku mau . Haram ku ke sana atu .I’d prefer kna inject than kna cabut gigi . Cam baie tu moment ah . Doctor atu lagi kdg di pulas2 nya dulu baru ia mencabut . Nda baie di mana . Sakit kali ah . Huhuhu .

Thursday , 12th Feb ‘09

Aku cari kasut sekulah tapi nda tejumpa

Friday , 13th Feb ‘09

Tutoring dd and her new friends physic . Awu geng . Aku jadi temporary tutor . Mama ku bibiran “kalau dapat tlg , tlg . Jangan karit pelajaran . Nda berkat tu” Mbaaaahhh . 18 years sudah ku mendangar tu ma line ah . Paham ku udah tu . Huhu . Mentel. The class went okay . Awesome la . Alhamdulillah semua paham . I give out few notes and exercises . Preparing notes atu tah suck brabis . Aku bagi notes yang simple2 saja krg panjang2 nda tia durang mau belajar . Huhu . Biology punya notes semua dh ku siapkan . Ink lagi abes . Beulah macam nini . It was great though .

Saturday , 14th Feb ‘09

‘Walaikumsalam Cinta’ That is sweet . Makaseeeehhhhhh ~ to those yang capi2 menyeluru nick ku . Keh3 . Them peeps are still wondering if my nick pt msn goes to someone special . Heh . Sok tau ah . Sikit2 someone special , sikit2 someone special . It’s an indonesian drama series bah tu . Assalamualaikum Cinta starring by Nirina Zubir & Richard Kevin . Airs weekdays at 5.30 – 6.30 on channel 119 . SIUK geng cetanya . Comedy love story but what’s lame is that according to my sister si Richard Kevin tu mati in the end . ahh . Sebel . Kenapa mesti mati ? Ergh . Btw , he’s hot !! JIDUH , HOT !!! Google tu Richard Kevin ah . Apaan .

Anyway , this noon I’ll be seeing the doctor for injection . I don’t know for how long will I had to see the doctor . Busan . Huhu . For almost 4 years sudah aku beinject nda pun mau baik . Whatevs . Kn ke dentist lagi ni . My teeth’s aching for four days already . Nada evidence menunjukkan gigi ku tu kan patah . Cam besa saja . Aiyaa . C Jep Sebel suh minum sira . Alum lagi ku teminum . Keh3 . Takut adik geng . Adik ? hahah . Sejak bila . Penyakit . Hmm.. what else ?

AWUUU !!! Aku tjmpa blog bestfriend ku masa junior school . LAWA ya si kawan ah . Hot !! Nada mua melayu ah mua nya . Mua bugis saja.  Hahaha . Nada bah . I don’t know if you’re reading this but I miss you and our moments msa primary dulu . I still remembered the times when those bullies mocked you during your first day in school . Only because you don’t understand malay . Ridiculous . I know . Bad times . Somehow a year after , they turned out to be your bestfriend and they made you hated me and they talked shit pasal my family masa atu mess up berabis . PENYIBUK !!! WOOO !!!

Then 3 years later they came to me and told how sombong you are and they claimed that you look down on them because they’re not that intelligent which is ABSOLUTELY RIGHT . Ops ! Haha .I MISS EVERY MOMENTS . Moments when we giggled in the bus otw school when si Johnny the driver gone mad and suddenly flicked off the dvd psl we made loud of noise . Moments masa kau mengintu aku makan keropok coco yang nyaman atu . You’re like “nyaman eh~ lapar ku meliat” and then the next day aku bagi kau satu and kau mengintu lagi everyday just because of keropok atu . Haha . I miss you geng . If you don’t miss me back I won’t be bothered . I don’t think you’ll remember me . It’s been 3 years nda jumpa plus we weren’t classmate masa high school though we’re in the same school . Because kau nerd brabis and aku salute kau !

bah peeps , that’s it for this week . Nda batah lagi aku sekulah . Belangau tah balik ni wp ku . Kesian . Huhu .

p/s : Happy Advanced Birthday to SITI HADINAH JAMIL *fullname ni* on 24th Feb . Hehe . Love you sis . Muwuhs

It’s a new world

As you can see , I’ve deleted all of my 08 entries . Saja . One of my top resolutions ni . Although sayang ku kan mendelete posts ku atu . Huhu . New year new post with new dramas and controversy . You are so gonna love my wp this year . Well maybe not . Haha . Whatever ~

College is just around the corner . Aku blum bali kasut sekulah   Nda ku tau di mana ada kdai kasut sini ani . Impossible jua nada ah . Hahaha . Pendusta jua tu banar mun nada kdai kasut di bunai ani . Ada pulang sudah ku usha tapi nda ku tpkai bah geng . Miani kin tu ? Huhuhu

bah that’s it for today . Awu sikit saja ku merepek ari ni . SASAK KU NYAMU EH !! Laptop ku ani masalah . Baru setahun ku mbali sudah tia beulah macam minta sauk saja. Tampar tia kali eeeeeeeehhhhh ! Huhu . WiFi sni ani lagi membari kan mencabut . Pelui . Mental kaka lai . Haha *apakan*

p/s : Ka Lina , lawa suara kita ah . Wiwwitt . lol . Sama..siapa yang complain fonts wp ku damit , takan ctrl + Bular kah geng ? Hahahaha .

not cool

I went to PTEK for admission yesterday . Boy , it was nerve racking and intense . I spent 2 hours on choosing the subjects . I was recommend to take business and computer instead of socio and history . My head aching like hell throughout the registration . All I think of is ‘ am I ready to do this ? ‘ over and over . I can feel the pressure is attacking already . Seeing new people around me , whom one of them will be my friend had already scared the shit out of me . Come to think of it , there’s way too many issues I had to deal with soon , it’s stressful and – I don’t want to touch on any of that topic right now . It’s just – annoying to me .

I couldn’t help thinking of how much my life had and will change in the near future . I can’t scribble out the whole thing but friendship – at this moment is very V V V important thing to cope with . I do know the term ‘in friendship sometimes you have to giving up a bit of yourself’ BUT – the other friend also have to UNDERSTAND what the situation is . You can’t just end up your friendship only because they don’t do what you wanted them to do . Then you start whining about everything , mentioning stuff . I don’t know what your real problem is but dude , you are my only person . I had never take any of your words seriously but you , my friend had set me off this time . Still , I love you and I do hope you’ll approach me when you’re done with whatever you’re up to right now . I can’t lose you .

Bah , enough with the emotional thing whatever . I’m hungry and I haven’t cook yet . Awu , I cook pasal my mom is sick so I helped her preparing the lunch and dinner . So far so good I love cooking .

p/s : Jiduh , aku rindu kau !!